http://www.konqi.de konqi ergo sum Thu, 26 Jan 2012 18:52:37 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://www.konqi.de/english/juliet.html http://www.konqi.de/english/juliet.html#comments Tue, 12 Jan 2010 22:01:26 +0000 konqi http://www.konqi.de/?p=331 I hate you so much that I’d love to punch you in your pretty face. I love you so much I hate we’re not together. I know by now everything is lost - you are spoken for - given away to someone unknown. But at night I still think about you with salty eyes. I [...]]]> http://www.konqi.de/english/juliet.html/feed 0 http://www.konqi.de/english/blind-hatred.html http://www.konqi.de/english/blind-hatred.html#comments Thu, 27 Aug 2009 17:07:04 +0000 konqi http://www.konqi.de/?p=288 Keeping in the boiling rage is the hardest part of the state I’m in. This blinding hate and sadness that took over my mind it’s like a vile beast waiting for a chance a chance to breach my shell. My discipline and quiet are rapidly fading. Maintaining the illusion of my identity is so heavy [...]]]> http://www.konqi.de/english/blind-hatred.html/feed 0 http://www.konqi.de/english/serenity.html http://www.konqi.de/english/serenity.html#comments Tue, 25 Mar 2008 00:11:36 +0000 konqi http://www.konqi.de/?p=91 Emotions come and fade away thoughtless wasting another day. Hate and rage inside my head lets me forget what my calm mind pled. If only I could get back to a settled state my shoulders would be relieved from this heavy weight. Without such tensions I could be thinking, acting – ulterior motive-free. Locked within [...]]]> http://www.konqi.de/english/serenity.html/feed 0 http://www.konqi.de/english/repent-2.html http://www.konqi.de/english/repent-2.html#comments Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:15:02 +0000 konqi http://www.konqi.de/?p=88 I’m stronger than that, I don’t need you, and all I want is you to be happy. Focus. Talk to myself. Make myself believe it. I wonder how naive you must be to believe that. Truth is: It hurts – deep down inside me. What I hated most about that situation is that you made [...]]]> http://www.konqi.de/english/repent-2.html/feed 0