Poesie und Philosophie über den ganz normalen Wahnsinn unseres Lebens. Poetry and philosophy about the everyday madness in our lives.

old soul

Montag, Juni 23rd, 2008

Spots of salt are cracking dry
where once the flow dripped off the chin.
Teardrops gone their final journey
from a tear sac that is parched.
Once they wept and cryed to sleep
but life took the water from the eyes.
The heavy feeling in the heart
pushed down the hopes within.
Sunken fears keep pulling from below
and wish to take the soul with them.
A soul so tiered from of a way
cut to the quick so many times.
So it sets out to a journey with no return
to a place unreachable.
The ballast of life still slowing down
but the end before the eyes.
Settle down old worn out soul
lay your head down somewhere nice.
Cry once more and cry out loud
and then rest for eternity.

for you

Samstag, Juni 14th, 2008

like noone else in this world
you know i love you
and i just can’t hear your sadness
because it makes me sad too.
as long as you cry
as long as you’re in vain
i feel the same pain.
i know that makes me
kind of a bad friend
but find someone else
who feels about you the same way
the way i do
the way i did for a long time now.
why can’t you just see that
beyond all this cynicism and
below that surface of anger
behind this mask of bitterness
there is someone
who will do anything for you
if it’s in his power to.
Don’t be afraid
and have no fear
because I will be here
for you

remorse

Donnerstag, Oktober 11th, 2007

it’s not fair
but never was
seeding cracks
till you break
though
I never meant to hurt you
Please forgive me
someday
’til then
cry for your loss
and my tears
shall join yours
for while your soul bleeds
I will cry for you too.

[...]
Hope decays
Generations disappear
Washed away
As a nation simply stares

Don’t want to reach for me do you?
I mean nothing to you
The Little Things Give You Away
But now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking
All you’ve ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet under water
I do
All you’ve ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet under ground now I
Now I do
[...]

(Linkin Park – The little things give you away)

>> Warning <<

Mittwoch, Januar 18th, 2006

Can’t you see
my heart is bleeding
before you
But don’t ask why
because that would make me cry
I know you feeling of emptyness
when your heart seems hollow
All you need is someone
Something to hold on
to stop the meaningless
to give sense.
I’m not sure
whether I’m the right person
to fill that spot
where there is missing something in your soul
I can’t tell whether I’m what you’re looking for
There are moment I want you by my side
but there are times
when there can’t be enough distance
between the two of us
Don’t get me wrong
I like you more than I should
but that’s the reason why
I care for you
The reason I don’t want
you to get hurt.
I don’t want to harm you.
You’d better back off
before that happens
I can’t guarantee for your safty
once you get close to me
And If I’d hurt you
I would hate myself
and I would feel the same pain you do
Pain it is when you retch my soul
with names and guys I don’t know
Why do you do this to me?
Am I such a bad person?
Or is it you who wants to make me jealous
Stop that – don’t do that
It hurts and it makes my heart leak
so it bleeds -
But you don’t even notice.