I’m not unhappy
neither am I happy.
Eventually I’m simply unaffected.
Others’ emotions can’t reach me,
Thoughts hostile to my own little world
are discarded like all the other human trash.
This is my life and lifestyle,
My shell reflects my ignorance for you
And I mean all of you!
Why you ask,
but there is no reason.
It’s just
bitter grim suits me well.

Every little bond
is predetermined to be broken.
There is no way to chain
my heart, my soul, my spirit.
Unlinked from everything
boundless free.
Try to bind me,
try to keep me -
The more you try
the more you’ll get hurt.
I know no rules
chasing the wind
going against the stream.

I know it should hurt
I know I should cry
but i don’t feel a thing.
Void in my head
feeling nothing
I want to cry but my eyes stay dry.
My soul is numb
inpenetrateable
cold.
I’m not even sorry
only sorry for you
because blind
is not what I am.
Pleasure, love
was what I sought
but accusation
is my doom now.
It’s hard to comprehend
but it had to end
a tough decision.
Cause no more pain
to you
by me.
Wait a while
and you will see
this is the only way.
No more secrets
no more lies
until the last tear dies.
Blame me
as long as you wish
it’ll be your right.

If only I could tell you some time
when you give me the chance
and allow me to -
To tell you how much I love you
to explain why there is no reason -
no reason at all.
Like I’ve known you all my live
I feel so empty when you’re gone -
though you where never there.
I need you, just like you need me
without each other we are nothing -
nothing but incomplete.
Don’t you feel this desire in your chest
can’t you see what you’re without me -
a hopeless empty shell.
Fill me with your open heart
complete me with your soul -
let me be whole – With You.