The clock tells me that yesterday is gone. Guess we won’t see that day in a while. Thinking about it – if what science says is true and the universe is a place that comes from energy and will be energy again – then maybe in a reborn future world which is just like this one we will see this day again. Maybe we have to be born, live and die a few times in between but in a nearly endless universe this should be possible.
Emotions come and fade away
thoughtless wasting another day.
Hate and rage inside my head
lets me forget what my calm mind pled.
If only I could get back to a settled state
my shoulders would be relieved from this heavy weight.
Without such tensions I could be
thinking, acting – ulterior motive-free.
Locked within me in contends
until my thoughts are finally cleansed.
Guess there will be no place for me
until I found serenity.
When whispering voices become too loud
normal talking seems like shouting
all you want is loneliness
The chatter of people is just annoying
I retreat to my private island
in the middle of an ocean of sound waves
wrapped in a cocoon of noise -
I can find the kind of solitude I desire
shielded from the outside world
it’s safe to daydream
A wall of sound offers protection
from cracking up
in this fucked up static and boring every-day-life.
Another rainy day passing by
spinning in my head the question: why?
All he ever will do is forget
all the things you do for him without regret.
You may pretend to be as cold as ice
but it’s you heart and life you sacrifice.
Please don’t be fooled by your current desire
doing everything for him will make you heart burn like fire.
Don’t bend yourself to make it fit
sometimes it’s better to just quit.
Before you continue this obsession
ask yourself one simple question:
Where is the one for you?
The one who makes your wishes come true
and without asking him to -
does what you do for him too.
