I’m sorry
I hurt you.
But that wasn’t my intention
I just talk before thinkin about it.
Sure that’s no good for anyone
but it’s simply the way I am.
Protecting myself
with a counteroffensive.
Striking back
anything that gets too close.
Already
you are too close.
Because it breaks my heart
to see you cry or even sad.
Your tears are like my blood
dripping down to the floor.
But though it seems obvious
you never tell me
what you  really feel.
If you do love me
then why can’t you just say it?
Maybe that would show me
that I am responsible
for you too
even though
it’s just a bit.

Harsh words at the wrong time and place but

Sometimes you know I over react
And what I say is not a matter of fact
And I wish that I could take it all back (Meat Loaf – Did I say that)

The fear in my heart tells me someday

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat (Timbaland – Apologize)

I know it’s not fair to put my frustration on you though you

Don’t wanna reach for me do you
I mean nothing to you
The little things give you away
And now there would be no mistaken (Linkin Park – The little things give you away)

there simply are topics that hurt when

You ‘re asking yourself why
You feel you can’t get by
You feel you ‘re crawling on your knees (Reamonn – Sometimes)

Whatever I said and whatever I’ll say – remember:

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart
Always (Phil Collins – You’ll be in my heart)

Just forgive me another time.

I want to sleep but I can’t.
It’s not that I lack tiredness but the fact that there should be more than this.
Why sleep when there is nothing worth dreaming about?
There is never nothing going on but nothing ever happens.
At least nothing what would could justify a standstill of several hours.
Light. Give me light. Be my star.
In this boring gray mist I need your light for distraction.
Show me around in your life and entertain me before i become numb.
Again then – sooner or later – back in solitude.
I’m sitting here – waiting – waiting for the world to change.

It’s crazy – but i believe no matter what I do, you would still love me the way you do.
It makes me sad that I can’t tell you what you would like to hear – but I won’t lie.
I know that while my broken heart has yet to mend – I can’t tell and mean it when I say I love.
I hate to do this to you.
I feel like I’m playing with your feelings and trust me – I don’t want that.
For you I just wish you had someone who truly deserves your love.
Someone who values your trust and devotion.
Someone who loves you the way I wish I could – but can’t.